Out of the ordinary. That is what I always wanted in my life.
I was always seeking an extraordinary life. The life that can give you powerful emotions.
Sometime ago I thought that the extraordinary needded to be filled with anger. I needed to be angry to achieve the extraordinary. I thought that was the driving force I needed.
But later I realised that anger is not needed for the extraordinary. It comes peacefully like a little spark. And then it becomes extraordinary. It builds slowly. It takes passion to build. Not angry passion, but rather a simmering, sizzling, underground passion.
You know it is the extraordinary when it is filled with beliefs and no's. But you still go for it. It is filled with difficulties and dangers. But it's burning.
And you want to get burned. You just feel it is part of a real life. A life filled with insecurity and change.
This is what I want my life to be. Out of the ordinary...