Τετάρτη, 16 Ιανουαρίου 2013
This is not unfamiliar. In fact, it is the commonest pattern of my life. Back in Italy I could not say "enough" to Lorenzo. Back in Skyros, I could not say "enough" when I was tired. Back in the days when I had normal jobs, I could not say "enough" to my bosses.
And this word becomes the monster. "Enough". The monster with the burning eyes. If I dare utter it, it will not only destroy me, it will destroy everything I have succeded so far. It might be simple, yes. When you are dancing outside the circle. When you are in the circle it is different. Difficult.
I do know, that once I have done it, it will seem like a ballon which has lost all it's air.
So why is it so difficult every single time? I will never stop wondering.