This mashine called life and it's magic buttons

After a lot of searching and positive thinking, something seems to be changing. One small tiny job. And others to hope for.

My lesson for this: When you don't have a job and your money finishes, your self esteem lowers. Your mind makes all sorts of dark thoughts... I tried to keep my mind very very focused on what I have, not on what I don't have.

When this small part time job opened up, things shifted... I found more vacancies in the newspaper. And I made some appointments. Let's see if anything opens up.

I am still uncertain about the future, because this part time job will pay after a month and a half. But fortunately, and with the help of friends - not family - I'm going to get there...

I wish there was a button to change everything. I wish I could push a button and get on a plane to the next travel destination. And I know I do have this button. But I'm not an expert with this machine. I am still learning how to operate it...

Have a good day!