My mind is racing. Into all the words said by different people. Into the words I said and the feelings I had. My feelings have changed and I cannot ignore them. Acceptance. Do I accept myself? Why do I bring myself into a non-acceptance situation? I have developed an addiction on acceptance. I need to face it. Will I give up on my dreams and fellings for acceptance? I can. It's a choice I have to make. Or I cannot. It's my choice.