Better feelings are the expressed feelings

The previous post was not about my father. It was about me and my perception of my father. He is a wonderful man who made me who I am. It is me that has the issue. It is my problem. It is all in my head. It is a matter of accepting my emotions. Of accepting I have an issue in the way I view the issue. I'm getting there.

I also expressed my feelings of fatigue to Lorenzo who understands my stress since he's been doing it for more than ten years. I have been a good worker. It's perfectly natural to feel tired. I was never used to so much physical work. And one month now we have been doing it over and over again. 420 trees done. 80 trees to go. I'll keep it up. And I'll find my way. I'll keep searching my feelings. I'll keep digging deep no matter how difficult it is.

It's just me. And then I'll see a rainbow...

Sometimes we are happy and sometimes we are not. That's life. It's a wonderful life and it would be very boring to be happy all the time. I have enjoyed the olive harvest. In fact, I had the time of my life. Up on the tree, down at the ground, sunny days, rainy days everyhting made me richer. It's probably easier to dig deep in your soul when you are closer to nature.

I am content and I know I am following my heart's path. That is why I bought myself a new hat!

Have a good day!